Chaos Shiraz

Well it's been a while since I wrote anything. I anticipated this when I first started blogging. It falls in with my extremist nature. All or nothing. Write everyday, or don't write at all. I should probably be out dressed up, and partying for Halloween. But I really just don't care. I dressed up yesterday. And truth be told, I'm just so over going out. Instead, I thought I would sit at home and be depressed about my ex-girlfriend. Why do I still care? I don't know. Maybe I'm retarded (No offense to any mentally challenged people who have stumbled upon my blog). Well, the thought that prompted me to write was when I looked down and realized.... (Yes more ellipses) It's eleven o'clock I'm at home alone drinking a bottle of wine (I have to finish this case of shiraz that I bought because the ex liked it) listening to pearl jam and reading up on Chaos theory. I just couldn't help but laughing. It just struck me as so off the wall. Only the type of thing I would do. I wanted to call someone and tell them. But I realized if I call anyone on the West Coast they are just going to yell at me for avoiding their calls and not going out with them tonight. And if I call anyone on the East coast it's fricking 2:30 am. So I thought I would blog. Blog Blog Blog.